A Beautiful Composition of Broken by R.h. Sin (Notes)

A Beautiful Composition of Broken by R.h. Sin (Notes)

◆ intro.

▪ intro. i took my expectations and buried them all at the bottom of the sea because i alone was  never brave enough to dive that deep i took my pain the anguish and turned it into power i found more of myself in the loneliest of hours

◆ devil, defeated.

▪ deep within the darkness there’s a light that we find a strength, a power something to free our mind

◆ from pain, came this.

▪ my horror story began with you and ended with your departure the confusion and the pain of it all turned me into an author a poet for the poets a voice for the voiceless i speak for the weak i rally for the strong

◆ seeds that grow.

▪ the suffering will make you strong the pain will help you grow

◆ you haunt the devil.

▪ transforming heartache into lessons refusing to remain down when falling not afraid to stare your  abusers in the eyes the devil fears women like you

◆ soft light.

▪ soft light. your softness is your gift your sensitivity is beautiful most of who you are will go unappreciated by men who don’t deserve you

◆ anima I.

▪ loving yourself will save your soul

◆ anima II.

▪ anima II. you will find your soul mate when you fall for yourself first

◆ life jacket.

▪ life jacket. you can’t save the person who refuses to appreciate or acknowledge your effort this is what i had to learn this is what i’ve come to accept

◆ whatever helps.

▪ whatever helps. you have been strong for so long cry if you need to scream if it helps

◆ much more.

▪ much more. you are tougher than your demons you are greater than the pain

◆ both ways.

▪ both ways. take a lover who will choose you like you choose them

◆ begin again, again.

▪ begin again, again. you’re cold but you’ll love again when snow melts the flowers grow again

◆ learned lessons.

▪ learned lessons. gather the sorrow and let it teach you collect the heartache and heal

◆ the lonely ones.

▪ the lonely ones. you’re trying to be everything to someone who doesn’t care for you

◆ more lessons.

▪ more lessons. having my heart broken helped me understand the true weight of holding on to the wrong person

◆ the depth.

▪ the depth. there is so much more to you than your reflection in the mirror you are too deep for the  understanding of shallow souls

◆ 1:25.

▪ you are forgiven but there is no longer a space provided here for you

◆ mid-December lesson.

▪ mid-December lesson. not everyone you love deserves your patience not everyone you love deserves your fight not everyone you love deserves your heart not everyone you love understands that love

◆ early mourning.

▪ in mourning i found truth in mourning i found clarity in mourning i found peace

◆ less.

▪ less. i give minimal attention to those who do nothing but tear me down emotionally until i  eventually give them nothing at all

◆ the after.

▪ the after. in order to heal properly you must walk away from what broke you

◆ tender beginnings.

▪ tender beginnings. who were you when you first fell in love a tender, timid heart a soul in search of longing vulnerable and beautiful unprepared for heartache the first one we love is often the one to teach us about pain

◆ Monday after 6.

▪ awkwardness and tension short questions met with short answers communicating without communication or comprehension no understanding we are no longer who we were before neither friend nor foe nothing, no one just two strangers who used to know  one another

◆ blitz.

▪ with love comes several failures many attempts met unsuccessfully

◆ no start.

▪ no start. and so we search for endless love in places where it’ll never begin

◆ the fight.

▪ the fight. the fight to prove yourself to someone who doesn’t deserve you is a losing battle what is there to achieve when the one you want has nothing to give you in return where is the benefit in going to war for someone who’d rather fight against you instead of beside you

◆ the wrong mate II.

▪ real love arrives when the heart no longer clings to the wrong love real love can only be found when the heart no longer searches for it in the wrong places

◆ the problem.

▪ there’s the problem you say you want love but you’ve settled for someone who treats you like they hate you

◆ the choice.

▪ the choice. i didn’t quit i simply chose myself instead of continuing to try for someone who wouldn’t try for me

◆ the better.

▪ the better. placing you behind me pushed me closer to something better

◆ the thought.

▪ the thought. i like to think that all the pain and heartache is simply preparing me for a love that heals

◆ the women.

▪ the women. thank you to the women who never get a thank-you thank you to the women who never get acknowledged thank you for your softness thank you for your toughness thank you for your strength your endurance your ability to take pain and transform it into power

◆ the becoming.

▪ the becoming. for so long the only one deserving of me was myself for so long i transformed into everything i needed for too long i’ve been disappointed by people who were never capable of becoming what i’ve always been struggling to find a love in others that i could easily cultivate on my own

◆ the social media.

▪ the social media. don’t drink their water don’t sip from their wells show no interest in what they offer stop buying what they’re selling silence their lies by not listening at all remove them from your timelines block their accounts don’t repost don’t like don’t bookmark don’t screenshot beware of deceitful people exploiting your vulnerabilities while filling their pockets by your desire to have the quick fix for your heartache that they’ve promised to provide but never do

◆ the nights.

▪ the nights. we move on or at least we think we do hiding our pain with a smile locking away the memories behind the bars of our subconscious but the things we force ourselves to forgot creep up beside us in the middle of the night

◆ the questions III.

▪ the questions III. are you awake i often wonder have you thought of me like i think of you is this as painful for you as it’s been for me i’m tired of needing you suffering from the realization that you never needed me

◆ wasn’t ready.

▪ wasn’t ready. we’re young, we’re just kids setting ourselves on fire for tainted love placing labels of forever on temporary people we’re so young and yet we’re so hurt we’re just teens acting like adults but no one taught us how to love correctly no one prepared us for this version of disappointment and we fall in love before we’re ready

◆ mold.

▪ mold. pain shapes a woman into a warrior

◆ truly.

▪ truly. a man who truly loves you chooses you every day he chooses you forever

◆ zero explanation.

▪ zero explanation. you don’t have to explain why you left to the person who made you leave

◆ quiet.

▪ quiet. don’t respond when you’re angry you end up saying things you don’t actually mean you end up hurting people you’re not supposed to hurt you end up saying things you’ll never be able to take back

◆ the failure.

▪ the failure. i fail so often at love that i choose seclusion over the expectations that come with being in a relationship

◆ certamine.

▪ certamine. you struggle with love of self and so when someone truly adores your heart you struggle with believing them

◆ 12:53.

▪ 12:53.

people who don’t feel good about themselves are always ready to make others feel bad about tthemselves

◆ spem.

▪ spem. i hope you find someone who never makes you feel bad for being all that you are

◆ the empty and blissful.

▪ the empty and blissful. your apologies began to feel empty “i’m sorry” triggered no emotion to feel nothing for you was everything i thought it would be peaceful in the absence of your presence

◆ quaestio.

▪ quaestio. the only thing you were good at was making me feel like i was the problem

◆ in poetry.

▪ in poetry. tears become words pain becomes strength heartbreak becomes a testimony of how i found myself after losing you

◆ me, you.

▪ me, you. encounter me and find the love you deserve

◆ untitled I.

▪ untitled I. stay close to the people who remind your soul to remain strong

◆ you, your heart.

▪ you, your heart. falling apart doesn’t make you weak a strong heart is capable of breaking

◆ takes time sometimes.

▪ takes time sometimes. every time you answer their call or reply to their text you have to restart the process of moving

◆ assist.

▪ assist. she doesn’t always have to save herself the queen doesn’t have to be content with standing alone being strong doesn’t have to feel lonely it’s okay to let someone take care of you while you work on loving yourself

◆ newfound.

▪ newfound. sometimes i miss the anticipation that attaches itself to new love the longing and newfound desire to learn everything about a beautiful stranger

◆ after all, in the end.

▪ after all, in the end. oftentimes tragedy transforms into beauty delightful things occur in the  aftermath of chaos just be patient

◆ to our seeds.

▪ to our seeds. one day i may have daughters and i don’t want them to believe that their  independence is a burden or restriction on love

◆ no restriction.

▪ no restriction. your independence is not some curse or restriction your independence doesn’t have to be an excuse as to why you’re single you still deserve to be loved correctly your independence should be celebrated and supported while in a relationship being independent doesn’t make you unlovable being independent doesn’t mean you always have to fight alone independent women still deserve the deepest love and wanting to be loved and cared for doesn’t have to compromise a woman’s strength and independence

◆ 7:14.

▪ 7:14. strong women only intimidate  the type of men that’ll never be able to comprehend or understand their worth

◆ healthy spirit.

▪ healthy spirit. more mental health and a peace of mind protect your right to feel at ease

◆ internet trolls.

▪ internet trolls. i give silence to your criticism as you’ve decided to exaggerate  your own importance to my art i give silence to your opinions because in my opinion you are wrong i give silence to your anger because i’m happy and in love i give silence to your opinion while you remain below i rise above

◆ March 17th I.

▪ March 17th I. i got tired of practicing  the self-destruction of fighting for someone who would rather fight against me that’s not love

◆ March 17th II.

▪ if you’re in a relationship with someone who doesn’t respect your mind and heart it’s time to move on without that person if you’re in a relationship that doesn’t support your joy and peace of mind it’s time to move forward without that person

◆ March 17th III.

▪ feel what you feel but also understand that most people don’t deserve an emotional reaction from you you are valuable you are grand you are the essence of strength don’t let them break you

◆ March 17th V.

▪ i learned so many lessons in love the hard way i learned that loving someone doesn’t simply make them the one i learned that love in its purest form can only be provided and accepted when you love yourself first

◆ March 17th VI.

▪ there is value in your presence there is value within your heart and not everyone can afford to be with someone like you that’s fine

◆ March 17th VII.

▪ for me personally i would not have found love in someone else until i found it in its purest form within myself first you are the beginning it all starts with you the love you long for must first be cultivated on your own by yourself

◆ March 17th VIII.

▪ i think what we’ve found in dating is that sometimes the people we care for are incapable of caring for us the way we need we discover through relationships that sometimes the person we fall for cannot comprehend the love we provide

◆ March 17th IX.

▪ having standards is not a burden being strong is not a burden the mate you choose should always choose you just you

◆ March 17th X.

▪ the love you accept shouldn’t hurt you the relationship you entertain shouldn’t cause confusion

◆ a terrible terror of love II.

▪ a terrible terror of love II. it’s scary how dedicated you can be to someone who would rather use their energy to attempt to destroy you

◆ cost of communication.

▪ cost of communication. know your worth and never communicate reply or respond to anyone who can’t afford to speak to you or with you

◆ she, you, woman.

▪ she, you, woman. delicate yet strong there’s a certain balance that only a woman like her can obtain she knows what she deserves and provided anything less she’ll walk away in search of more she’s guarded, sure but she’s ready to open up to the one who deserves her

◆ 6:42.

▪ 6:42. you’ve been hurt you’ve made your mistakes you’ve been called out of your name you’ve felt broken you’ve fallen down you’ve had to pick up the pieces of your heart and start over you’ve been mishandled, neglected disrespected and you’ve felt unprotected all of which has caused you to guard your heart but you’re stronger look at what you’ve been through you’re a queen who always gets through you’re a woman who continues to survive

◆ it’s evident.

▪ it’s evident. something within you is hurting, you’re in pain and it shows in the songs you relate to the quotes and poetry you double-tap on social media and of course it’s evident from the way  these words make you feel but things do change, as you know things do get better and they will

◆ 7:05.

▪ don’t let the pain of any past relationship prevent you from finding something genuine and real in the future of something new

◆ weak critique.

▪ weak critique. i’ve come to realize that negative criticism  often arrives from the lips of someone incapable of accomplishing the things you can

◆ broken chains.

▪ broken chains. loving myself more set me free of you

◆ daydreaming life.

▪ daydreaming life. my life rarely fits the picture i draw up in my head having certain expectations has ruined me

◆ the levels.

▪ the levels. there are several levels to love don’t be afraid to reach for the highest

◆ a short moment.

▪ a short moment. the truth hurts and so we find peace in lies that create a temporary happiness

◆ the never-ending never.

▪ the never-ending never. hating kills progression i know this because all the people who hate me will surely never surpass me

◆ demands never met.

▪ demands never met. somehow i’d always feel a deep regret when asking for more knowing damn well that having any sort of expectation would ruin me in ways that i could never imagine while my requests were met with nothing or lack of effort i was simply demanding everything i knew i deserved everything you weren’t willing to give and i know that now

◆ knowing you.

▪ knowing you. who are you when no one is watching can i trust that person to remain loyal without my watchful eyes who are you when my back is turned can i trust that person to be honest in my absence

◆ 24 hours.

▪ 24 hours. i do whatever i can  to protect my partner’s peace of mind when you love someone you keep that relationship secure and safe love shouldn’t feel like chaos and hell

◆ a truth I.

▪ a truth I. holding on to someone who doesn’t care about losing you causes you to lose yourself and self-esteem

◆ a truth II.

▪ a truth II. your opinion of me will never define who i truly am and whatever you think of me holds no importance in my life

◆ surviving oceans.

▪ surviving oceans. we’re drowning for people who refuse to pull us from an ocean of despair we’re drowning for people who tipped us over forcing us to be submerged by our own pain we’re drowning as they watch without a care in this world we’re drowning and only we can save ourselves

◆ further from truth.

▪ further from truth. amazing isn’t it the way that every lie that gets told contains just enough truth to seem believable but not enough truth to be true

◆ a truth III.

▪ the woman who asks for more isn’t asking for too much the woman who demands more is simply in search of everything she deserves

◆ a truth IV.

▪ and that’s the issue sometimes when you see what you want you forget what you need and what you accept is further from what you deserve

◆ noncombative.

▪ noncombative. the beauty in being secure with self is that you never have to defend your ideas or your actions with people who don’t matter

◆ ability.

▪ ability. she has the patience to stay and the strength to move on

◆ valued.

▪ valued. when a man realizes the value of the woman who shares herself with him he adds value to himself

◆ uncontrollable.

▪ uncontrollable. seek the approval of no one never change who you are to fit the mold that others have created for you

◆ imitation.

▪ imitation. some apologize because they mean it others apologize because they’ve gotten caught

◆ withdrawn but progressive.

▪ withdrawn but progressive. i’m constantly evolving i just wish you were involved and a part of this change i’ve been doing this without you but i’m fine

◆ beneath above.

▪ she desires a patient partner one who will dig deeper making sure she reaches her peak

◆ lower.

▪ lower. understand that a woman’s love is something that runs deep if you’re not ready and willing to reach her depths don’t attempt the dive don’t waste her time

◆ inner, deeper.

▪ see, many men look at a woman and categorize her by the way she looks reducing her to her appearance but i see more than that i’m willing to go to the depths of the soul, the mind its core the most beautiful woman is far more than a beautiful structure or what  she appears to be to the naked eye the most beautiful woman has gold running through her veins and magic living within her heart you are that woman . . .

◆ when together.

▪ when together. touch her in a way that no one has done before stimulate her entire mind with an abundance of words and leave an imprint upon her soul create a long-lasting memory and become something she’ll never forget a lasting impression is what you should always aim for appreciate all that she is and all that she’s willing to offer it’s what she deserves

◆ 12:07.

▪ you’ve been holding on to someone who no longer deserves your grip you’ve lost countless hours of sleep thinking about someone who doesn’t deserve to be on your mind you’ve displayed an amazing ability to care so deeply unconditionally and you’re beautiful because of that one day you’ll be rewarded with a love that mirrors your own but first you must move on without the person who refuses to love you

◆ 12:21.

▪ i can’t stay here i’m tired of being tired i’m exhausted from yelling and not being heard i no longer wish to fight with someone who refuses to fight for me i am no longer willing to wear this coat of unhappiness i miss my smile and i’ll only find it with you gone  but instead of asking you to go i’ll leave

◆ killing the cycle.

▪ killing the cycle. not again never, not anymore i can’t i won’t i’m done i’m gone

◆ 12:29.

▪ lately you haven’t been yourself your laughter isn’t as loud your smile appears to be forced and i just think you’d do well with focusing more on yourself for a while

◆ you, royal.

▪ you, royal. today, just like any other day you’ll rise from the ashes a fire set by those who wish for you to fail and the prayer in your heart will remain stronger than the words of your enemies you are mighty and your strength is your crown

◆ to the root.

▪ to the root. and they wonder why you have trust issues  or act as if you don’t give a fuck the way you are the way you love is a product of being taken for granted

◆ August 29th.

▪ some relationships are just hurtful distractions keeping you from the love you long for

◆ hoarding of the past.

▪ hoarding of the past. my home is overflowing with things i’ll never need no space for anything new because i’m holding on to things from my past that have no value in the present

◆ in the ashes of.

▪ in the ashes of. burn bridges for warmth burn bridges for light burn bridges to others who don’t deserve to get to you

◆ 1:21.

▪ i am cold i am warmth i am numb i feel everything i am all but nothing i give love and i hate it

◆ stillness.

▪ stillness. you speak  in silence so well

◆ finis.

▪ finis. it all falls on me the weight of it all crushing my spirit like bone meeting iron i’m breaking down collapsing completely into myself until there’s nothing left but the regret of trying so hard for someone who couldn’t  try for me i’m done

◆ the wrong, the negative.

▪ the wrong, the negative. the right people help you feel the right things the wrong people encourage all of the emotions you don’t want to feel stay away from the wrong people

◆ belief in the process.

▪ belief in the process. learning to detach from things that serve no purpose in my life

◆ busy.

▪ busy. being busy keeps the soul happy doing nothing makes you feel like nothing

◆ transformations.

▪ transformations. they chose to be sheep she decided to be a wolf

◆ i feel both entirely.

▪ i feel both entirely. i am both happy and sad i feel weak but i am strong i am broken but i’ll be whole there is hope within pain there is hope after heartache and i’ve felt both of everything i know that it gets better

◆ book of souls.

▪ read her like books that intrigue the soul

◆ careful as i choose.

▪ i’m careful about the people i choose to entertain because attention can become love and love can feel like hell when given to the wrong person

◆ child of the moon.

▪ child of the moon. you are a living extension of the moon in the night a light that shines the  brightest during the darkness

◆ maintaining peace II.

▪ the worst kinds of people are those who are unhappy with your need to experience happiness detach from these types of people

◆ a table for one.

▪ your words are no longer yours your voice the tone of someone else’s you’ve changed who you are for validation and profit  still, you’ve discovered that success only arrives to those who remain authentic and this is why you  continue to lose

◆ a refusal, a strength.

▪ a refusal, a strength. i’m finding more of myself in my journey toward peace learning to let go of the anger that once plagued my soul and altered the direction of most of my days i’m finding my voice beneath the heaviness of the pain that once caused me to shut down refusing to remain silent about the things that broke me i refuse to be a prisoner of heartache

◆ :22 after 4.

▪ yesterday is yesterday irrelevant, most unworthy of this moment the present being a gift only given to those who open their eyes i am here among the living and even if life is hard it’s beautiful because i’m alive it’s worth it, you wait and see

◆ 4:32.

▪ the unfortunate truth of going to bed angry is that you wake up weary drained by the sadness that follows and it swallows you up with whatever good you had left you wake up tired longing for peace but it easily escapes you because in that moment you’re too tired to pursue it change the way you go to sleep and you’ll wake up better stronger, wiser

◆ the love you deserve.

▪ they want you but none of them deserve you they like you but none of them will love you take your time and find more of yourself before searching for more of someone else the love you desire needs to be cultivated within you first before you can find it elsewhere

◆ the optimism and delight.

▪ the optimism and delight. a different you sitting in a brighter hue gone are the days of darkness gone, the days of sadness a smile that bears light like the sun rising against the ocean a laughter that bears life like a tree standing in the forest this is my hope for you and i know you’ll find it someday

◆ when night falls.

▪ when night falls. good mornings can replace bad nights never underestimate the sun burning out the darkness

◆ create more.

▪ create more. don’t let your past corrupt the present don’t let the painful memories you’ve created keep you from the creation of something better

◆ from it, stronger.

▪ from it, stronger. the pain will bring you strength the heartache will give you purpose

◆ you, a delight.

▪ you are an unforgettable moment a lifetime of delight don’t let them fool you into thinking that your presence means nothing don’t let them fool you into thinking that somehow you’re ordinary

◆ be loud, no silence.

▪ be loud, no silence. find your strength  find the courage reclaim your voice and say what you need to say do not be silent be loud be unapologetic be entirely you without regret

◆ no longer.

▪ after begging for a truth that has been kept from you emotional exhaustion sets in you’ve been strong but now you’re tired of being lied to you’re tired of being denied the respect that you’ve fought for while fighting for a space in their life the begging and pleading is replaced with the silence of anger the silence of resentment the silence that seems the loudest as your refusal to speak screams of your disappointment and your newfound commitment to yourself a silent declaration of the desire to now detach your heart from the heart that hurts you after demanding the truth for so long you’ve reached your breaking point

◆ untold tale.

▪ untold tale. sometimes i wish i could take my secrets back i hate the fact that you know me in ways you didn’t deserve

◆ a quiet expression.

▪ a quiet expression. the silence tells me everything a wordless expression a quiet resentment and regret you can almost hear everything that isn’t being said

◆ vex.

▪ vex. it’s fucked up because the people who break you are always okay while you’re in pain

◆ comrade.

▪ comrade. you are your own best friend don’t abandon yourself become everything you need

◆ looking glass.

▪ looking glass. sometimes everything you’re looking for hides within your own reflection it’s time to start looking for you it’s time to start looking for yourself

◆ tussle.

▪ tussle. i know you can do this if you can’t be strong be brave, keep fighting

◆ factual.

▪ factual. a man who loves you will not force you to compromise your emotional well-being or the health of your heart

◆ campaign.

▪ women are warriors without physical weapons the way they use their minds to conquer whatever  attempts to break them

◆ her silence, a sign.

▪ sometimes a woman’s silence serves as proof that she no longer gives a fuck and you’re no longer worth her energy

◆ more, most.

▪ more, most. you deserve the deepest most sincere form of pleasure

◆ December 27th.

▪ we often settle failing to realize  that there exists someone capable of reflecting the same level of love we give them

◆ January 4th, 5:43 p.m.

▪ time alters what’s familiar people change you never see it coming

◆ 5:27:15 p.m.

▪ and the silence is all you have to offer to those you no longer give a fuck about

◆ profess, encourage.

▪ profess, encourage. teach the many possibilities to a child never make a child feel like their dreams are impossible to achieve

◆ a healing.

▪ a healing. when i open the book i turn off the pain

◆ the reader.

▪ the reader. the girls who love books have the sweetest love to give

◆ behind hate, behind pain.

▪ you have to look beyond the pain to find the love you deserve it’s always there you just have to stop letting certain people distract you from it

◆ no shame on the broken.

▪ no shame on the broken. broken people need to understand that being hurt is nothing to be ashamed of and just because you’re broken doesn’t mean you’ll never find a pure love

◆ harsh lessons.

▪ harsh lessons. the one person who was supposed to help me fix this shit was the first person to leave when i needed them the most this was one of the harshest lessons i’d ever learn sometimes the only person you need is yourself

◆ all of me.

▪ my personality is a secret and i can only share it with you once you’ve earned my trust

◆ steel curtain.

▪ protect your energy understand that not everyone who wants you deserves you protect your peace of mind understand that most people don’t even deserve to be a thought

◆ empty, emptier.

▪ empty, emptier. empty people filling themselves with people who fill them up with more emptiness more sadness more pain

◆ it lives there.

▪ it lives there. silence is a home and it houses everything i’ll never say

◆ introvert III.

▪ in silence i listen i observe i see all i know all i understand and can’t be fooled

◆ from heartache.

▪ from heartache. let pain inspire your power let heartache inspire your heart to grow stronger

◆ introvert IV.

▪ i am rarely alone when by myself i am more alone with others

◆ staying in tonight.

▪ staying in tonight. say “no” more often tell them you’re just not interested no more doing things that you have no desire to do for the sake of other people’s feelings

◆ outgoing, introvert.

▪ she, a chameleon  capable of fitting in but made to stand out an outgoing introvert if something like that could exist but even in a sea of people she still felt alone

◆ start here, with self.

▪ tart here, with self. real love arrives when we’re ready real love arrives when we love ourselves

◆ one-sided vow.

▪ one-sided vow. being married doesn’t save a marriage loving someone doesn’t make them your soul mate trying harder doesn’t mean they’ll try just as much going to therapy won’t help a person who doesn’t think they need to change your denial is your own personal prison

◆ jealousy, all-consuming.

▪ jealousy, all-consuming. you see they want you to do well just not better than them the support begins to fade the more successful you become heart filled with envy jealousy consumes their souls fake family and friends and you’ll have to let them go

◆ reality says.

▪ reality says. we do too much for those who don’t do enough we give our all to those who do nothing we’re searching for peace in relationships overrun with hatred

◆ over all else.

▪ over all else. i care more about my own happiness than the hatred that people feel for me i am a priority within my own life i choose me every time

◆ never felt like home.

▪ home is where the heart can feel secure and safe

◆ 6:05 a.m.

▪ sometimes broken people break others

◆ be.

▪ be. be who you are stand tall in what you believe accept yourself don’t wait for the world to love you

◆ love, your way.

▪ love, your way. do not hide your love behind the hatred of others do not allow others to dictate who  or how you love

◆ deep heaven.

▪ kiss the hell out of the one who helps you find heaven on earth

◆ yours truly.

▪ yours truly. your beauty is yours your body is yours you are yours you don’t exist for them

◆ below busy feet.

▪ the busy have no time to respond to the criticism from those hating below them

◆ Aries.

▪ Aries. the goal is to avoid boredom and never grow content with being lazy or doing nothing

◆ everyone and their opinions.

▪ everyone and their opinions. do not allow the path of your life to be altered by people who have no path to follow

◆ painful conclusion.

▪ painful conclusion. no one is hurting more than the people who are silent about the pain that lives within their souls

◆ lying in the mirror.

▪ lying in the mirror. you can lie to others sometimes successfully but you can’t tell a lie to yourself successfully because no matter what you do every night before you fall asleep the truth will look you in the eye and burn a hole within your mind

◆ inspired self.

▪ inspired self. be inspired by the pain you feel and your heart’s ability  to keep fighting you are powerful mighty beyond measure

◆ broken, a healing process.

▪ broken, a healing process. being broken is the beginning it’s the process of rediscovering what it means to feel whole once more some of you may believe that getting hurt is the end but the pain that you experience gives way to a path that may lead to something more beautiful or stronger than what you’ve had it’s okay to feel hurt there’s nothing wrong with feeling broken the pain is never easy but never be ashamed  to feel whatever it is you feel do not think less of yourself because of someone’s inability to do more or give you more of what you deserve

◆ it gets better, hold on.

▪ three years ago i wanted to die three years later i feel so fucking alive

◆ a beautiful composition.

▪ i wanted to tell you that the depression you experience causes you to view the world from a perspective that goes beyond the surface a surface that so many minds can’t handle and that in itself makes you rare and mighty, you’re strong

◆ a true form of love.

▪ a true form of love. real love isn’t something you force real love is not something you compete for real love will never have you compromise your peace and joy

◆ April 2nd I.

▪ April 2nd I. demand the love you deserve and be willing to walk away from anyone who refuses to reciprocate the love you provide

◆ no.

▪ no. never apologize for saying no to the things you didn’t truly want

◆ give, receive.

▪ give, receive. teach her that love is not only in giving remind her that she too deserves to receive a love that doesn’t force her soul to weep

◆ live your own life.

▪ live your own life. life begins again once you stop living the way society taught you

◆ the mourning of.

▪ the mourning of. wearing the color black mourning the loss of myself the fracture of my innocence the cracks in my heart

◆ little Raymond.

▪ little Raymond. and to the Raymonds of the world the underachievers who mumble underneath their breath when in the same room as the overachiever i hope you find your way out of the pit of your own failures i hope you find some peace among the chaos you’ve created i wish you well as you continuously defame others to make up for your own shortcomings how sad, how weak