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I just want to vent out my feelings. I do not know if I'm still able to stay in the field. I want this because not only it would provide better opportunities in the future but it's personally rewarding when you see that they can appreciate you.

I'm very very struggling and trying my best to keep up with them. I'm feeling frustrated and depressed almost every day that I always felt that I'm inept.

I know I shouldn't compare myself with others. It's just that I just don't know what to do when a conflict arises. It's as if I always froze and I do not know what to do to remedy the situation.

I suck at communication skills. I cannot communicate well what I need to express.