Monday, February 27, 2017

Just another day

Tomorrow is pay day for employees like me and when it's pay day, we can't help but set some part of our salary for treats. People would treat themselves to recreational activities such as spas while others would buy out gadgets or food.

Me, I want to eat in a Korean buffet. I've been planning to eat with my sister in a certain korean restaurant which offers unlimited pork and beef. I want to experience again savoring sizzling meat in wrapped in a vegetable. Yum. Just thinking about it makes my mouth water.

Sunday, February 5, 2017

Frustrations, Depression, Embarrassment

These past days I'm feeling down and depressed almost every day that I just want to let it all out.

Almost every day I cry out due to high pressure to do a better job, frustration and embarrassment. I felt that I should have been better and faster and I thought that I've been a burden to my colleagues.

I know that it's not an excuse to say that I have been out of practice for at least 5 years.

I just hope that I can carry out all that I needed to do in my duty before passing it on the next shift without any pending tasks.